Denying my Self (poem)

Whenever,
I would,
shut doors,
to others,
I was actually,
blocking out,
my crying Self.

Whenever,
I would,
be scared,
of others,
I was actually,
not being,
my courageous Self.

Whenever,
I would,
seal my lips,
amidst others,
I was actually,
curbing,
my screaming Self.

Whenever,
I would,
be in,
these phases,
I was actually,
running away,
from my true Self.

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Aum Tat Sat