Surprisingly, when I see myself giving him pure love, I see him receiving it innocently (poem)

While talking to him on phone, at 40, I realized that I loved him at 16.
Without my awareness, I witnessed, my own desires surfacing for him.

And, being my judging self, I blamed it completely only on his desires.
But, when I surrendered my own desires, I saw him as a 2 year old.:))
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Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)