Awareness Matters (poem)

I have always been focused on how does something needs to look like,
as if, I had a reference image for each interaction,
and whenever that actual event did not match,
which was mostly, I was disappointed.

But, right here and right now, in this moment, I can see its hollowness,
for all that really matters, is how I am experiencing,
and whenever I've been present with my awareness,
which has been rare, I was surprised.

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Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)