I am aware, my subconscious is tearing me (poem)

As a little girl I asked,
"Now, do you love me" to all,
repeatedly, for my reassurance,
felt sad when no, happy when yes.

I am noticing even at 42,
I am still asking the same,
subconsciously to all I meet,
now, its high time, I give it up.

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Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)