When I seek only from within, then I am fine (poem)

When I resisted feelings, they surfaced as pain.
When I let feelings be, they surprise and leave.

When I became fearful, they surfaced as sickness.
When I face my fears, they reveal deep buried joy.

When I was attached, that surfaced as deep longing.
When I surrenderd them, then I was at absolute ease.

When I am imprisoned by desires, that surfaces as upset.
When I release them, then I am calm, present & energized.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Seek all from God and then...(poem)

Be peace, and sprinkle it.

Be calm, and manifest it.

Be joy, and spread it.

Be love, and give it.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

OMG, My world is shifting (poem)

Ever since,
I have started honoring
and acknowledging,
each one of my feelings.

I have begun,
getting sensitive to others
feelings and
have started honoring them too.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

I am here, to love (poem)

I am not this ego, which feels crushed.

I am not my mind, which keeps feeling attacked.

I am not even these expectations, which feel frustrated.

I am simply a peaceful soul, here to fully express my loving Self.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Attachment is attachment...(poem)

whether it is,
to the loving moments,
or to the painful memories,
all must go, to let Light shine.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

I am peace, like the clear blue sky...(poem)

I feel fearful,
when the clouds of fear show.

I feel desirous,
when the clouds of desires surface.

I feel helpless,
when the clouds of helplessness shadow.

But, I am peace,
like the clear blue sky, behind these clouds.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

God, Krishna, Gurus bless me with these in every breath (poem)

I am listening to my criticism without judgement.

I am reminding myself of the perfection within me and all.

I am manifesting my divine Self, and people in my life are helping me.

I am aware that we are all joyfully one in God, and mental separtion hurts me.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Its God's world, and not man's (poem)

I am fully living now, and not in past or in future.

I am here to share my love for Physics, and not to worry.

I am a loving soul sharing divine love, and not fearing people.

I am honoring the joys or pains of my body, and not ignoring with shoulds.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

I am responsible...(poem)

for the way I had been leading my life and am leading.

for the way I experienced each interaction,or every situation.

for the way I have been dependent on people for love and support.

for the way I had been ignorant about the strongest force within, God.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

This is the only moment, nothing else (poem)

I had been full of gratitude since last evening.
I was full of joy since this morning.
I was driving thinking of God.
I was full of joy.

I saw myself feeling happy in deep buried desires.
Which meant I will be joyful, in future.
I heard, "There is only now".
I pulled myself back.

I have been missing a lot of my past joyful moments.
I had been dreaming of joy in my future.
But, now that I have learned.
I am joyful in "now".

I used to ignore the discomfort in body as a challenge.
I used to be run my mind's interpretation.
But, now I tune to body's pain.
And I keep my mind calm.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

What a wonderful mother-hugging-son sleep? (poem)

I was lying down with my son at 9:15 pm.
I had not brushed my teeth or said my prayers.
I was still wearing the earrings & was hugging sideways.
I woke up at 10:30 pm, just could'nt get up, next I saw 4:15 am.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

When helplessness strikes, gratitude saves (poem)

I was working on a google document and suddenly everything vanished on screen.

It had taken me more than 6 hours of creative work to put it together over a week.

I was desperately, trying to retrieve it and then even searched on Google help for 20 minutes.

Then, suddenly, I did not like the feeling and shut my laptop to start taking care of chores around the home.

The worries surfaced, till I thanked God, and as a blessing I saw myself better than people dying of war, poverty or weather.

I realized, its not the end of the world, if need be, I will start all over again, I have my hands, body, mind all intact; I am better than many.

I started rejoicing for the cool breeze hugging my body, the warm Sun tickling my body and the dustfree environment kissing my cheeks continuously.

In the night, my teenage daughter helped me out to rescue the file; and I was glad that with God's grace I did not waste precious 5 hours full of sorrow and worries.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

We may not be able to express our love to each other's liking, but we still care (poem)

I was inviting one of my chinese neighbors for a home cooked vegetarian lunch.

But she refused, saying, "Sorry, but I only like meat flavored food".

Also, she felt bad that she can't share her meat-feast with me.

Soon, we parted away with our regular warm smiling hug.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Just sending out lGod's love....(poem)

To those who can't honor me,
To those who don't support me,
To those who can't understand me,
To those who don't comprehend my path.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Now, "this is going to happen" (poem)

There are two things I am here to do,
to share my love for Physics and to share my love for God.

Now, even though I am with people who don't understand, like or support it,
but, with God's grace, this is going to happen, whether they wish to walk with me in support or not.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Today, I surrender my,...(poem)

anger,
hatred,
seperation &
defensiveness.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Sweeter memories (poem)

My husband honored me by marrying me,
after persistently persuading his mother for a year.

He always believed in the sanctity of sex after marriage,
and cleaned up my morning sickness mess(es), without complains.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Same incident, different experiences (poem)

When I needed money for my treatment,
my husband refused it to me as too much,
since then I couldn't trust him with money,
even though I could see it as his fears of money.

When I was uncomfortable with my husband's behavior,
and finally called up cops one night, to warn him about it,
since then, my husband couldn't trust me with our relationship,
even though I had called them out of my own fears of husband's words.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

What really matters-my bodies looks or its signals? (poem)

All these years,
I was only concerned,
with how pretty my body looked,
wearing so-and-so clothes or bouncy hair.

Now, I am realizing,
that I dishonored the signals,
my body had been giving to me all through,
i.e, its need to have a restful sleep and to be touched with love.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Body Vs Mind (poem)

Body guides,
mind misguides.

Body senses,
mind allures.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

With God, I can do anything (poem)

The conked out PC had been sitting in the corner of study for over 3 months.
I asked my husband to do something about it, and he said, he will fix it one day.
I told my kids to move it into the storage 2 levels down, but they just did not want to.
Today, I did it by tilting it down each step carefully through 30 steps and felt rejuvenated.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Its time to turn (poem)

Either,
I can be lost in seeking appreciation & admiration from people,
or,
I can turn towards God (being amidst people) & seek all from Thee.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Remembering and Forgetting (poem)

When I remember my friends,
I give them a tinkle.

When I am playing with my son,
I forget the world.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

I am creating my own life (poem)

God, is the Light in my life.
Krishna, is the Healer in my life.
Guru, is the Guide in my life.
I am the creator of my life, I am creating my own life...

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Hos do I serve you, God? (poem)

By being present in every moment,
with a heart full of love,
tuning into the body,
and doing needful.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Honoring Love Vs Pursuing Lust (poem)

Love is beautiful.
Expressing is healing.
Love gives birth to desires.
Desiring with fears becomes lust.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)