Now, my mind cannot stop me from loving, for, I NEED to love (poem)

At age 4, I was very uneasy, for, without my awareness,
my heart wished to love, but my mind was fearful of his anger.

At 16, I was very uneasy, for, without my awareness,
my heart was loving him, but my mind was saying "Its not the right age".

At 22, I was very uneasy, for, with all my awareness,
my heart was loving him, but my mind was blocking, for he had said "no" to me.

At 38 to 42, I was very uneasy, for, with all my awareness,
my heart was craving to love, but my mind was saying, "why love, for he does not care".

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

The hardest thing for me, is to stop myself from loving (poem)

I used to walk off the ground,
and my own smile felt sweet to me,
I did not judge against his smoking,
when at age 22, I had let myself love.

I used to scream out his name in restroom,
and my handwriting had never been so beautiful,
I had shut all that free flowing love towards him,
when he had said, that he didn't feel the same for me.

I was crying on a wet pillow, with a severe pain in heart,
and a sharp needle was piercing at the center of my wounded soul,
I was crushed, lonely, shattered and scattered like a broken light bulb,
when I desired to love him, but my mind was blocking me, for he had said no.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

God says, "Face fears with Courage, not by searching for Love" (poem)

As a child when I was fearful of papa's anger,
I used to hide inside the restroom till he calmed,
for I thought somewhere it was wrong, as my body pained,
and I found ease only by being under my mother's pouring love.

But, now I realized that I continued doing the same as an adult,
I noticed I was uncomfortable being around angry or judging people,
I kept on fleeing from them, judging them as "not kind" or "my type",
till with divine Grace, that little Gunjan in me, faced fear with Thee.

Thank You God :))
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

So far, I was ignorant, now, I am not (poem)

So far, I seeked from people,
now, I am giving as Thy instrument.

So far, I was a victim of mind,
now, I am realizing it was my choice.

So far, I was blinded by "I am right",
now, I am experiencing another persons pain.

So far, I had felt responsible for others feelings,
now, I am beginning to take responsibility for my emotions.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Just this..

"Take care, relax and be peace; for this is the only moment, which is yours."

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

God resides in my heart as Love (poem)

I used to worhsip idols,
then when I called God,
He led me to Himself,
inside my own heart.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

Now, I 've got to love, even if another judges, for...(poem)

Judgment stabs,
both the one judging and judged.

Love heals,
both the one loving and loved.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)

God lives in our hearts as Love.

What I seek, I've begin giving (poem)

From the one I seek kind support, I give.

From the one I seek compassion, I give.

From the one I seek pure love, I give.

From the one I seek respect, I give.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love and thats the only Truth)

God, Krishna, Guru (GKG) be with me (poem)

I need to be at ease, in every moment,
wherever I am, or I mess up.

And the way I am ease, is by thanking,
loving all, & being with GKG.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love and that is the only Truth)

If I can love one person whole heartedly, then I can love all (poem)

I don't know what seeing in God all means,
All I know is that God is love, and thats the truth,
Plus, if I can see the one I love in everyone's pain or need,
Perhaps, that is as close as it can get to, seeing God in everyone.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love, and that is the Truth)

Life is...(poem)

in this moment, not in glorious past or in wonderful future.

loving what is, not complaining or wishing it to change.

right here, not in the motherland or a better world.

seeking from God, not from people or authorities.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love and that is the only Truth)

I am calm, when...(poem)

I let my mind observe,
instead of resisting.

I let my body relax,
instead of tensing.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)

I am the Master, I had been waiting (poem)

I am the courage, I had been searching.

I am the wisdom, I had been aspiring.

I am the love, I had been needing.

I am the God, I had been seeking.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)

Finding love on the street (poem)

Today, I was walking on the side walk,
suddenly something pulled my duppatta,
I looked around to see a little smiling boy,
he was smiling with all the love in his eyes,
and still holding onto my duppatta with one hand,
he was waving a warm welcoming "hi" with other hand,
I said hello to him, his chinese parents and little brother,
and I walked away with that 5 year old boys gift of pure love.
***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love, and that is the only Truth)

When I sense love...(poem)

my tears roll,
my heart opens,
my smile broadens,
my arms open to hug.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love and that is the only Truth)

Love teaches how to love...(poem)

without judging,
not discriminating,
overcoming expectations,
giving for the sake of giving.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is love and thats the only truth)

A friend shared it with me (story)

Two Horses

Author Unknown



Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it.

From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse.

But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice
something
quite amazing....



Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind.
His
owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home
for
him.





This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and listen, you will
hear
the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound,
you
will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field.



Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind

friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow.



As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse

with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the
blind
horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the
other
horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray.



When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each

evening, it stops occasionally and looks back,

Making sure that the blind friend isn't too far behind to hear the

bell.





Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw us away just

because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challenges.



He watches over us and even brings others into our lives

To help us when we are in need..

Sometimes we are the blind horse being guided by the little ringing

bell of those who God places in our lives.

Other times we are the guide horse, helping others to find their

way....



Good friends are like that... You may not always see them, but you
know
they are always there..



Please listen for my bell and I'll listen for yours, and remember...



Be kinder than necessary-

Everyone you meet is fighting

Some kind of battle.



Live simply,

Love generously,

Care deeply,

Speak kindly.......



And leave the rest to God!

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)

I feel uplifted, when I remember...(Poem)

My goal is to be one with God.

God Bless me and all.

Thank You God.

Equanimity.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)

Empowerment Vs Helplessness (poem)

Till yesterday, I used to say,
that, I am in my marriage,
just because I have kids,
and its good for them.

But today, I am choosing to say,
that, I am in my marriage,
for my empowerment,
and my kid's.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)

Today, I choose my goal over my desire (poem)

Loving relation,
is my samskara.

Loving God,
is my purpose.

***
Aum Tat Sat (Go dis the only Truth)

All is well, for... (poem)

God is doing it,
to bring out my best,
so keep on thanking God,
and sharing God's love with all.

***
Aum Tat Sat (God is the only Truth)