The root of all uneasiness is within (poem)

I was getting belly ache on seeing an old acquaintances picture. Initially, I ran away from that, trying not to see it, and thus prevent my discomfort. But, divine guidance took me through my thoughts and awareness, gave me a complete perspective, as to why that person behaved, much to my dislikng. And it simply vanished, replacing it with compassionate tears. Next time, I was completely at ease, the picture was calm, just like everyone else's.

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If someone's picture bothers me,
its not so much about that person,
its all and only the stories associated,
with the judgements against that person in my head.

This time I pursued my "uneasiness",
and found that I had very strong fears,
from that person based on past experiences,
when I asked for divine perspective, "it" vanished.

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Aum Tat Sat

Today, I say thanks to every person and the Universe, for all my experiences (poem)

When I wish someone's ways would change for better,
then somewhere I am disrespecting the arranger, Universe,
for It is especially arranging, exclusively for my own good,
even though I am not able to see the purpose, in that "moment".

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Aum Tat Sat

When I am with God...(poem)

all my fears leave,
and I am full of love.

all my expectations go,
and I am full of giving.

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Aum Tat Sat

For the goal is the same...

We all have different needs and cravings in our lives, based on our samskaras.

It may be the need for food, money, sex or love, which surfaces due to circumstances.

Each one of us is same at the deepest place within, a pure soul, contaminated due to our past.

So, no matter what the need is, it is simply a hunger, which longs to be quenched, and increases till it finds the fulfilling Source.

Therefore, craving is a craving, no craving is better than another for the experience of fulfillment is the same, oneness with God and everyone.

I had a deep desire for unconditonal love, which sprouted even more,
after my main source (then), my mother left the world and I moved to US after marriage.

In US, I felt more and more lonely without any family and friends, in addition to drastic changes in culture, weather, society, values along with increasing family and its responsibilites.

My health started deteriorating, my frustrations multiplied and my seeeking of unconditional love from my only seemingly possible source, my husband escalated and obviously each time met with equal frustration.

Till on March 7, 2007, I seeked it from the Infinite source, and was led to the connection and digging towards the incessant source of unconditional love present within me, something I was totally unaware of; much like living in an enclosed cave and complaining about darkness.

Now, I know that no route towards fulfillment is better than another, for whatever be the path, the goal is the same.

Presently, I feel complete, and pray that each and everyone be blessed with a connection to their inherent source of infinite and incessant fulfillment, in search of quenching whatever their thirst be.

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Aum Tat Sat

Dissipate energy or channel energy, the choice is mine? (poem)

Why dissipate energy in judging another,
why not use it in creative ways to observe Physics with kids?

Why dissipate energy in expecting from another,
why not use it in loving unconditionally, for it gives me joy?

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Aum Tat Sat

Internal versus External communication (poem)

Everyone's soul is same,
and we are all one in soul with God,
so love each and every soul via That root,
the one and only one which is The common in all.

Everyone's samaskaras are different,
and that is what differentiates us as persons,
so seek all that's needed from the Universal parent,
share it with everyone, that unconditional love as His prasad.

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Aum Tat Sat

Loving is not equal to pain (poem)

The problem is not in loving, but in possesing,
The problem is not in giving, but in expecting.

Therefore, try to love only for the sake of loving,
and enjoy, the joy in giving for the sake of giving.

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Aum Tat Sat