Why can't I just be with God? (poem)

Why,
do I expect,
him to act,
according to my wishes?

Why,
do I feel frustrated,
with a lack of support,
from him?

Why,
do I complain,
with flooding tears,
each time he hurts me?

Why,
do I fear constantly,
that he would get mad,
about it?

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Aum Tat Sat (God is Truth)