What would I have experienced in person?

In that Sunday meditation, I asked a question, “What is it that I would have experienced if I had met you in person?” Towards, the end I saw the following:
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Amidst the darkness were Babuji's eyes and a flame.

The eyes had the innocence of an infant,
Sparkle of a water drop hanging at the leaf tip and
Penetration of a sacred lover's gaze.

In between the two eyes, was a bright-yellow stable flame.
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Aum Tat Sat